stealth settings

purple plush

What do I see?
purple plush gasoline and broken furniture
2 hands touching 2 soft, naked nipples,
thinking about obscene lines like
“jonny slut sucks cocks in hell”
A boy dressed only in pants, eating something in a rush,


running out the door. Lighting a cigarette *I can’t spot the trademark, though I’d like to.

did he leave the light/heating on/water flowing.

If there’ d be a pill, a pink one, I’d want it to make him dream naïve painting-dreams, red plucked chicken on a plate, in front of a winter landscape with snow.

What I want is to be at the monitor connected to a hidden CCTV and see him when he gets hyped sometimes. Huge screens instead of walls, watching his blue and white moves. When he positions himself in his favorite corner of the bed. I want to see the look on his face when he listens to the exact same tune each day and moves around the room at the rhythm.

I like these scenes so much I’d like to highlight my favorite parts with a fluorescent green marker.
lurk (lûrk) Pronunciation Key
intr.v. lurked, lurk•ing, lurks

1. To lie in wait, as in ambush.
2. To move furtively; sneak.
3. To exist unobserved or unsuspected

I don’t believe in complete dedication anymore, but I make languid sounds of pleasure , I lick the screen as an animal tricked by it senses when he speaks.